I've acquired a new way of falling asleep easily. So talking about sleeping, before I fell asleep ytd I suddenly realized, that ita fucking August already and suddenly I wish I was 16 again. It's just so weird and everything's passing by so fast. It's been rather long since I've pondered upon life and what's in it for me. Moreover, about relationships. I was lying in bed last night, yeah why does all thoughts happen in bed befr you fall asleep. So yeah. And I realized how different my life has been without a relationship. No I'm not saying it's a bad thing. Just, different. No more drama, jealousy, quarrels, trying t get your point across, commitments, being tied down and th list goes on. It's a wonder how 2 people can live their lives tgt, depend so much on one another, do everything possible tgt. But at some point you realize that it may come t an end anytime. That one day it all disintegrates and all you have left from what was once a fairytale, are memories. And yourself. Why do people go into relationships with no thoughts of getting married then. T meet new people? Fair enough. But why can't we be friends for that? I mean th difference between a friendship and relationship is just romance after all. I guess this is just one of th many times I start thinking about life and everything else.