It started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this

I haven't had th mood t blog recently. Well more of th fact that im taking advice from someone who knows better, about being more careful about what i blog about. I guess its pretty hard t wanna blog, but have restrictions. But it is good advice and i'll account for it.

My week(ok th week barely started)has been rather hectic. Im rushing everywhere t get things done befr i leave on Saturday. Yes, i have less than a week left in Singapore. Im excited, but im definitely gonna miss some things and some people for that matter, for quite awhile.

Anw, i went t th H&M Private Event on Friday evening, befr its official opening on Saturday. It was last minute and im really glad i managed t beat th Saturday madness. Th stuff are pretty alright, not t die for in my opinion. Probably wouldn't go back for awhile. I was in town today, and i lost count of th number of people i saw carrying H&M bags. Well instead, i shopped at Forever21 today. I finally got my boots! And saving th rest of my shopping at Bangkok.

As i've blogged about befr, i can't emote how lucky i feel t have been given such opportunites and being able t travel and model. So besides being all excited about th various oth details of travelling like shopping, etc. I can never fail t remind myself of my main purpose of being there, of being away from home, of th fact that im representing Singapore internationally and that should without th tiniest doubt, be my main and direct focus. I know that very well and im not letting any distractions, whether intentional or not, come in my way. Im doing this for th obvious and honourable fact that im representing Singapore, for th people who made this possible, for th people who've been supporting me and most importantly, for myself.

Drifting away for a bit, i've been quite down over th weekend. For personal reasons i shouldn't blog about. I don't know why its affecting me more than it should, but i know i'll get over it given a little time. I'll probably have t wait for an outcome when i return, be it positive or negative. Either way im fine, because i know its pretty dumb of me t place myself in such a situation when i knew very well from past experiences, that it wasn't th time. Mixed up feelings and such i shouldn't be worrying about, esp at this point in my life.

Well, i just wanna do well and work my hardest t achieve smth in my near future plans. Given th chance i've acquired right now, there's really so much i can achieve. And i know that for sure.

My lifestyle's definitely going t change for quite awhile, starting from this week already. No more late nights and stuff.

And with that, i should probably get t bed right now since its 3.30am. Hahah so much for 'no more late nights'. Im working on it! Anyhow, im off t bed. Hope this day starts off well for those reading this post.

(just for th record, i survived this post with no vulgarities. i deserve an applaud)

Chiao x