Dumb

Is my blog dead or whaaat. I think th last time i blogged was when i was in Italy. My flight back was torturous, but i've been back in Singapore for about a week now. And i leave on th 30th again. So im making full use of th time i have here again.

So i guess there's been quite a fair share of things going on in my life. However, i haven't been blogging about it all because well, its not really stuff i should share on a public blog. I can say that im generally happy with my life right now and being single has never felt better. But i guess there are drawbacks altogether. For one, going with th flow and doing what you want t at your own desire and free will can be fun but t an extent where when you reach it, it gets really boring not having boundaries. Its that sorta thing where when you're controlled, you hate it but when you're not, you hate it too. So dumb.

But fuck all that thoughts of relationships and what not. Because if there's one thing im most proud of myself for realising, it would be th fact that im 18 and i need t enjoy it all while i can. And im not ready t change my lifestyle for anyone.

So anw, im suppose t be out tonight but cramps are killing me. I can't wait for tmrw because its finally Wednesday.

Sorry for this really stupid post. I guess after not writing for a long time, my ability t write sensibly and deeply has malfunctioned. I will write more often, i promise. And oh yeah, i start school next year omg.