Dew

Th smell of petichor on my otherwise worst Saturday in a long time. Have you ever wondered what induces th smell of rain in dry Earth? Certain plants give out an oil during dry periods which is then released into th air when rain falls. Never knew that too, until now #foodformotherfuckinthought And then came a post on tumblr where someone was elated on spending a week at her boyfriends' #acepost given this situation yeah I love #hashtagging on websites oth than twitter feeling #angsty and #sad #wannacry #hashbrown #justhadt But I am happy, for th fact that I feel th need t write again. I walk in th rain and th first thought I get is a long descriptive paragraph on rain, th smell of it, droplets, clouds TH LIST CAN LITERALLY GO ON. And then I feel th need t write it all down because it somehow eases me. I mean almost everyone can feel at ease by a simple thought of drinking hot chocolate by a window pane w trickles of water descending, overlooking a forest where you paint a picture of pretty stuff w pretty people of course. But I feel at ease not when I think of that, but only after whereby I think of writing it down, of combining th simplest of words t form a beautiful read that you can store and read over and over again just cause you feel like it, just cause words are that calming, th right ones that is. A picture paints a thousand words they say, but without words a picture can't paint a thing worth of descriptives and vocabulary. Tranquility, words are. Destroy, words are too. But skipping th negativity for this is very much sedative. Words are brilliant for delineating surroundings, th environment, emotions too, well some of 'em. I think an emotion as strong as love, real love always coexists w a barrier t words. But I may very well distort my enigma, oxymoronic yes. Because love is far more than just an emotion. There is never a constant for a question mark after 'love', exists a variable totally honest upon each individual. Did you also know that there exists only 21 emotions in life in elementary form? At all times, we are encountering a combination of th 21 emotions. In reality we cause th 21 emotions to interact with us and we design th outcome of the interplay with these emotions for ourselves. We force ourselves t play out emotional experiences by partaking in circumstances we have designed. Sounds like fuckin' Cabin In The Woods if you ask me. 10 positive emotions, 10 negative and 1 corrective emotion. And love, is an emotion! But then again, I'm no Dr. Seuss so fuck what I'm saying.