no fuckin' title cause i can't think of any

I cerebrated that my night would be racked by emotions. But i retrieved my mind, we all do. We force ourselves t play out emotional experiences by partaking in circumstances we have designed. Emotions. I wish i could block emotions from getting t me. My strength disintegrated a long time ago, but tonight, i managed t tell myself that. That a close t negligible amount of it is contained within me.We can't control whatever that comes our way, we can though, control th way we react. But how th fuck do you control when emotions always get th better of you? I don't fuckin wish for anything more. I don't wish i didn't hear what i did, i don't wish i didn't see what i'd seen. I just fuckin' wish i could fuck it. But its never th case anymore. And on second thoughts, i don't even feel like writing any motherfuckin' god damn thing right now. I just wanna fuckin sleep and get away from my head. I never retrieved my mind on this night. Goodnight? Fuck that shit, it isn't a fuckin good night.