War In My Mind

Pills t end your day, pills t take you away
Pills t see th light, pills t survive a night
Pills t clear up th dirt, pills t numb th hurt
Pills t help you realize - a vision of attrition

W sunlight t burn your eyes, and nothing left but goodbyes
A war in my mind, a battle fought but resigned
A crack mirroring this wreck
Do I just cry, while my world bleeds me dry?

Rip my fuckin heart out, try t fix it w grout
But down in this gutter, all's nothing but a clutter
It's better by th day, by night it's just decay
And this storm is overwhelming w such a shapeless form

Watch me tear while I tear this up, find peace that hopefully appease.
I won't wake up without an overdose.