OI don't know why it took so much for me to open up this page again after 2 months now. Maybe deep down I knew that if I did carry on I'd just be draining myself out. Or maybe I'm afraid of all the cliches, of opening a paragraph with the same old stuff instead of something original. But this block I'm having is preventing me from writing from my heart, there need not be originality in that sense. All I want to do is write, but I don't have the energy to. Everyday I come up with the things I would write about, but I never seem to get them down.