Goodbye

I thought I was happy, I finally could smile for myself. I still am, for modeling, for having shoots ahead t look forward t, having my articles t write. I am happy for I'm doing everything I love or even just being productive altogether. But a part of me isn't. And it's starting t sink in, that sadness eventually overweighs th happiness in me. Probably because its nightfall, or just that it was brought up. Such short lived happiness that was, it engulfed my whole soul, right now it's just wearing thin. Right now it's just back t previous nights, and I don't function well in sadness.