Sabbath

Good morning t bother everyone! #stevenlim

Not surprisingly at all i've been up since dusk. I feel like im in a good high this time, though i could really use some sleep. It seems like a perfect Sunday where th sun's shining bright, birds chirping away, families going out, th train service starting in 10 minutes time, listening t Otherside by RHCP, th happiness i get when i look at that little computer icon at th bottom side of my screen and it tells me my wifi is not bing bitchy by having a little cute blue ball. Hahah k a little outta point.

So talking about blue balls, i got my first Christmas present from Flo today. It was a blue box with a blue xmas tree deco ball within. Th box read 'feeling blue? here's t feeling better'. It was cute, until i flipped over and saw that it was from th Health Promotion Board, and supposedly given t people with mental problems. How sweet.

I feel so chirpy, i'll probably feel dead come 1pm at most. I don't actually remember my main purpose of making this post. Oh yeah, i do now(after 2 mins) OMFG MY TORRENT FOR INBETWEENERS JUST DOWNLOADED. It is a great day afterall.

Where was i? Yeah so firstly, i can't stand it when people text me all of a fuckin' sudden and have no relation whatsoever t th previous situation. Also, i can't stand it when people text me only when they have nothing else t do or in other words, bored and need some form of entertainment. Obv, a defense would be 'how dyou know im texting you only when im bored and not bc i enjoy your company'. With evidence, i can usually prove that as shit bc if that's th case, you shouldn't be texting me at 7pm, and having t wait till 1am for a reply bc obv you're home and have nothing t do, therefore you scroll your inbox and decide t reply t what is now, a stale conversation. And no, i do not really care about it, except for th fact that you initiated th conversation. Secondly, you do not ask me out only bc nobody else is available, and clearly say it t me. In retrospect, you shouldn't be asking me t go out as not only a conversation starter, but also as a first text message you send me after at least 2 days of not talking due t a previous conversation, relating t this matter. This is nothing personal, bc whether you're my family, or friend, i don't like it. And there's nothing i'll do t bypass it.

Pardon me for sounding agitated. Im really not, anymore. Bc it probably isn't th first time. 'Being used' is a phrase far too cliche and im going nowhere near it. But i just felt like i needed write it down, on my otherwise perfect Sunday.

Today is probably th first of many days past where i feel genuinely in control and actually happy. For no particular reason, really. its just a vibe i feel, from myself. Like i feel that i should dance around my neighbourhood and play with non-existent snow just cause its th xmas season and make snow angels.

All that aside, have a splendid Sunday eventhough public transport is being a major bitch here in Singapore #justsaying.