About time i clean th cobwebs off this page. I have no idea what t write about, but i will come t it. I know. Im thinking of renaming my blog a fuckin' model burnbook, haha. I've come t realise i don't write on a social platform t please anybody. I do because sometimes i wanna get my emotions across, not something i could ever do well. But regardless th purpose, it helps me.
A rather productive day indeed. Stores all around are preparing for Spring collections. Th store in my mind is fast forwarded t Autumn though. A soupcon of positivity running through my veins today though. Its pretty enlightening t know i actually see th beauty in certain things given such a disconsolate day. I derived at yet another analogy t life, while drinking orange juice...yeah im kinda weird? Th fact that i despise th pulp, yet i still drink it because i love th juice. Possibly how life is in a jar. A jar filled t th brim because occasionally it becomes too much t digest. Filled w juice which is generally really pleasing. But then exists th pulp, which is basically th crap in life. But you still live life, you still go by each day, hoping and knowing too well that things will always get better. Well that's one way of looking at it. Or you could use a membrane t dissever. Am i going too far w this analogy? Well its 3 in th morning and im so tired from all th thoughts racing through my mind so fuck that shit.
I kinda wrote that last night, decided t take a breather and then fell asleep. Haha. Basically i wanted t go more in depth as t how my mind was doing yesterday. But anw, its a new day. I had an amazing Friday night w my favourite boy and now im staying awake, or at least doing my best t for my shoot at 10.30am. Being awake in th morning is pretty amazing since it gives you th leverage t plan your day.
No matter how words can never break you, you can't deny it does matter. Regardless. No matter from people you love, those you despise or even strangers. And more often than not, we don't make an effort t watch what we say. Its so easy for people t talk, more easily when its negative. A veto against every fibre in yourself, based solely on first impressions. It doesn't affect me, not one bit. Irrespective of th actual purpose. And more so when you're a stranger in my life. But its a wonder how extreme we get w words. A subconscious weapon indeed.
Petrina, you're so good and strong, and you're so real..i just like the way you are..coz you dont need to please anyone to say/write something that people like or want to hear,what people think of you doesnt affect you at all..you dont even give a fuck!..i like that Petrina!!! Moreover, you are a model, but you didnt hide any of yourself,no matter good or bad, you show public the real Petrina.. not like some other model outside there, only show the best part of themself just to keep their fans...And i like this Petrina !!! And hey, im your fans..y know since the day i got attracted by your FACE at FB, i get to add you and know you through fb,formspring,tumbler n blog...i almost everyday follow you at your social platform, see every of your pic, make me regret of things i didnt do during my teenage, make me really realise that we must really do things we like when we hav chance,..your words giv me strength，mayb you didnt notice that your words hav such a power, but it really does... now, not only your face attract me, your character make me like you more..i can say, not only a beautiful face, but a amazing personality..Intense rich.. proud to have you as friend! Really hope to go to spore just to see you..haha..Take care Petrina ! You please Stay Gorgeous, Stay Happy !!!!
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