Too Late

Am I living a dream? It really feels like it. Not a good dream though, just a dazed out one. Perhaps a nightmare even. I don't feel like I'm awake at all, because reality isn't supposed t be this numbing. I don't think I've ever felt this way before, not that it wasn't significant enough t remember because a feeling like this one couldn't be forgotten for sure. Yeah but fuck this I don't even feel like writing.